I want a baby. I don't know that I want to raise children yet. But, I want a baby. I want a baby like the one I got to hold this morning. All smiles and coos with brown almond eyes and hair like silk.
We had a family in today that really needed help and there were kids everywhere...well behaved kids who craved attention.
Which got me thinking about being a parent. I can't imagine what that's like. To look at another person's face and see yourself. My cousins have children and they say that it's a love they never felt before.
I can't imagine what it's like.
Will I ever raise children? Who knows. I certainly am not in a place to do that now....not by a long shot. I never thought I'd worry about time running out, but sometimes I feel that way.
Also, I'm amazed at how generous people are this year....we've collected more toys for our Christmas party than any year before! In this recession, puta! Today was a total feel good day for me :)
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