Teehee..

So, I'm supposed to be looking for a funny netflix movie to watch instantly but I'm actually blogging *whispers* and Stephen doesn't know it. Dinner was fucking awesome. This increase in veggies and grains has done me a lot of good with one very unexpected and most welcomed side effect - weight gain.

So, today was actually a very laid back evening....so far. I think the talk Stephen and I had yesterday took a lot of pressure off the both of us. But, who knows. I'm committed but my life will go on either way. Like Celine said, "I will go on".

Incidentally, today I read an article about a 45 yr old black woman who became a rabbi recently. I'm inspired. I'm glad that there's enough openess to diversity in the Reform movement that a 45 yr old black rabbi can lead a congregation in the south comprised of only white congregants. Also, if she can start at 45, I'll be damned if I can't get started now!

I better start looking for a movie. I'm going to make the best of this evening because come morning light, I'm back at the grind. Ugh.